"I guess I don't need to control my thoughts. . .
Perhaps, more simply,
I just need to stop them from controlling me."
General { Name } Treetiger
{ Previously } Treekit, Treepaw { Future } -- { Gender } Female [cis; she/her] { Sexuality } Biromantic, Asexual { Age } 25 moons { Faction } ThunderClan { Previously } -- { Rank } Warrior { Previously } kit, apprentice { Breed } Bengal Mix |
art by DustyBoi
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{ Fun Facts }
{ Creation Date } March 14th, 2017 |
Appearance
{ Base Coat } Russet
{ Markings } Darker spots and stripes { Fur Description } Short, but thick. Soft texture. { Eyes } Green { Scars } None { Distinctive Features } None |
"They're getting stronger. Sometimes I feel like I can see them. Sometimes I think they control me. I want to think that they're just thoughts, but I can't push them away too. I don't want to be alone"
Personality
Positives
○ Clean
○ Curious ○ Protective |
Neutrals
○ Impressionable
○ Dependent ○ Hesitant |
Negatives
○ Unstable
○ Sadistic ○ Unpredictable |
→ Relies on her voices for everything. She won't do anything unless she believes that the voices in approve of it.
→ Her memory can be really bad at times since the majority of the time she appears distracted.
→ She named the loudest voice in her head "Henry" after hearing the name on the border as an apprentice.
→ She's terrible at expressing emotions and actually has a hard time understanding feelings. Due to this, "Henry" has made it impossible for her to get attached to anyone -- also causing her to be asexual.
→ Known to get very aggressive when someone says "Henry" isn't real or that she needs help.
→ Seems rather friendly up until she has doubts or "Henry" has doubts about the feline she's talking to.
→ Her memory can be really bad at times since the majority of the time she appears distracted.
→ She named the loudest voice in her head "Henry" after hearing the name on the border as an apprentice.
→ She's terrible at expressing emotions and actually has a hard time understanding feelings. Due to this, "Henry" has made it impossible for her to get attached to anyone -- also causing her to be asexual.
→ Known to get very aggressive when someone says "Henry" isn't real or that she needs help.
→ Seems rather friendly up until she has doubts or "Henry" has doubts about the feline she's talking to.
{ Mental State } Agitated
{ Phobias } Monophobia (fear of being alone)
{ Psychiatric Disorder } Psychosis, specifically a form of schizophrenia
{ Phobias } Monophobia (fear of being alone)
{ Psychiatric Disorder } Psychosis, specifically a form of schizophrenia
Relationships
inactive // dead
{ Apprentice } Toadpaw { Former } -- { Future } None { Mentor } None { Former } Tawnystream then Dayhum { Future } -- { Love Interests } Sheepcloud | Likes { Best Friends } The voices | "Henry" | Relies on | Doesn't think she could live without { Friends } Silvernight | Understands she's only trying to help | Unsure of sometimes Timberlight | Likes Brightkit | Likes Hawkfeather | Understands her intentions | Unsure of { Acquaintances } Nonexistent, for Treetiger, you're a friend or an enemy { Enemies } Kestrelpaw | Bully | Murdered in cold blood Everpaw | Dislikes Dawnlightning | Dislikes Falconclaw | Dislikes { Nemesis } None |
Family
inactive // dead
{ Parents } Morningwhisper | Biological | Mother | Misses Ashstream | Step | Mother | Never really knew Shredfern | Biological | Father | Cares about { Siblings } Cormantstone | Biological | Older half sister | Doesn't know well Leafwatcher | Biological | Older half brother | Intrigued by | Cares about Grasstuft | Biological | Older half brother | Doesn't know well Kestrelpaw | Biological | Brother | Was on bad terms with | Murdered in cold blood because Henry told her to { Nieces/Nephews } None { Mate } None { Offspring } None -- Mother's Side -- { Grandparents } None { Aunts/Uncles } None { Cousins } None -- Father's Side -- { Grandparents } None { Aunts/Uncles } None { Cousins } None -- In-Laws -- { Parents-In-Law } None { Siblings-In-Law } None |
Significant Moments
○ Treekit was bullied severely as a kitten. Her siblings didn't defend her and her parents weren't around much, if at all. Kestrelkit, her brother, had even taken it upon himself to bully Treekit. Her mother ended up dying while they were young which forced her father to be absent from her life. Treekit never got to know her half-siblings too well, except Leafpaw. Leafpaw had intrigued the young she-kit and she ended up feeling more of a brother-sister connection with him than with Kestrelkit.
○ With the trauma in her early moons, it was no wonder as to why the she-cat began acting the way she did in her early apprentice moons. Treepaw had ended up making voices in her head. They spoke to her and comforted her. It wasn't too loud at first, but it was present and at the time, she hadn't named it. While on patrol with Tawnystream, when they stumbled across a feline named Henry who they chased off. The name stuck, however, and the loudest voice in her head was given the name Henry. Things got worse after that. Tawnystream worked Treepaw like any other apprentice, but the she-cat couldn't get away from her bullies. The stress and bullying caused "Henry" to get louder and in return, Treepaw started to actually listen to what this voice was telling her to do. About half-way through her training, the constant speaking about "Henry" scared Tawnystream too much and the warrior abandoned Treepaw's training. This only caused it to escalate more.
○ During the break between her mentors, Treepaw snapped one day. Henry asked her to the unthinkable. One evening, out in the territory, Treepaw turned and murdered Kestrelpaw in cold blood as Henry had instructed. The incident was the first of many to happen, but changed Treepaw for the rest of life. It would haunt her, but a weight had seemed to lift from her shoulders.
○ Dayhum was assigned to Treepaw next. The tom wasn't as easy to scare as Tawnystream. He worked with Treepaw and worked her, however, he was one of the first to attempt to break it to her that "Henry" wasn't real. Outraged, Treepaw lashed out before disappearing for a few hours. The strain from that intensified "Henry". On top of all that, ThunderClan and WindClan had recently gotten onto bad terms. Tensions within the camp caused Treepaw to seek "Henry"'s comfort. From there, the voices in her head caused Treepaw's downfall. She began to rely on them and didn't do anything without approval from "Henry".
○ While the voices may have set her training back a little, Treetiger was finally given her warrior name. She was thrown into battle as WindClan attacked their camp. A few days after that, she found herself in her next battle with ShadowClan. Both fights, she relied on her voices to tell her what to do. This caused injuries that could've been avoided, and that's where Treetiger began to wonder if listening to them all the time was a good idea. Still though, with the tensions between all the clans rising, she turned to her voices for comfort. She didn't want to be alone and with the disappearances of Leafwatcher and really no other friends or family to comfort her, she continued to turn to her voices.
○ With the trauma in her early moons, it was no wonder as to why the she-cat began acting the way she did in her early apprentice moons. Treepaw had ended up making voices in her head. They spoke to her and comforted her. It wasn't too loud at first, but it was present and at the time, she hadn't named it. While on patrol with Tawnystream, when they stumbled across a feline named Henry who they chased off. The name stuck, however, and the loudest voice in her head was given the name Henry. Things got worse after that. Tawnystream worked Treepaw like any other apprentice, but the she-cat couldn't get away from her bullies. The stress and bullying caused "Henry" to get louder and in return, Treepaw started to actually listen to what this voice was telling her to do. About half-way through her training, the constant speaking about "Henry" scared Tawnystream too much and the warrior abandoned Treepaw's training. This only caused it to escalate more.
○ During the break between her mentors, Treepaw snapped one day. Henry asked her to the unthinkable. One evening, out in the territory, Treepaw turned and murdered Kestrelpaw in cold blood as Henry had instructed. The incident was the first of many to happen, but changed Treepaw for the rest of life. It would haunt her, but a weight had seemed to lift from her shoulders.
○ Dayhum was assigned to Treepaw next. The tom wasn't as easy to scare as Tawnystream. He worked with Treepaw and worked her, however, he was one of the first to attempt to break it to her that "Henry" wasn't real. Outraged, Treepaw lashed out before disappearing for a few hours. The strain from that intensified "Henry". On top of all that, ThunderClan and WindClan had recently gotten onto bad terms. Tensions within the camp caused Treepaw to seek "Henry"'s comfort. From there, the voices in her head caused Treepaw's downfall. She began to rely on them and didn't do anything without approval from "Henry".
○ While the voices may have set her training back a little, Treetiger was finally given her warrior name. She was thrown into battle as WindClan attacked their camp. A few days after that, she found herself in her next battle with ShadowClan. Both fights, she relied on her voices to tell her what to do. This caused injuries that could've been avoided, and that's where Treetiger began to wonder if listening to them all the time was a good idea. Still though, with the tensions between all the clans rising, she turned to her voices for comfort. She didn't want to be alone and with the disappearances of Leafwatcher and really no other friends or family to comfort her, she continued to turn to her voices.
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